Friday, September 4, 2009
Long time didnt update my blog
busy for study
actually sleeping more than study
=.=
Im start losing sleep when the holiday was start
until now
oledi have many days go skul without sleep
who can giv me some sleeping pils
I need it to helps me sleep
T.T
start to thinking bout my future
if get credit in SPM
will study form 6
after form 6 graduate go study univercity
tis will waste my 6 years of time
is it good for me..?
i dun like to study
but wan me study in univercity
it was a big stress for me
after finish the study then come out to find a goverment job
after find a job i need to do untill the work is steady
then i will free in my life
i can buy car and houses by myself at tat time
still thinking of colour and highlight my hair after graduate
but i think i need to wait 3 more years for the study of form6 if i pass my SPM
hmp
thinking too long also no use for me
coz tis is jz a plan for me
the exam tat we have rite now also havent pass yet
tis few week d exam all got tips
but the chemistry, biology and physic tips is no use for me
i have no reference book
especially the experiment
cant find in the text book
really dunno how to "die" when face tis subject
so...
i must find a ppl tat can accompany me go to popular to buy some reference book
after buy reference book
i must lock myself inside the room for study and do much of revision in october
i must get all credit in SPM!!
i noe i can do it!!!
(but jz say only =x)
birthday is coming soon
still planning need how to celebrate
hope so can call out all my best fren
coz tis is the last year
maybe hard to meet up after graduate
coz i noe some of u guys will immigration to others country
and some of u will moving to others place
and of course
most of u also need to go PLKN for the soldier training
i think i will call up all my primary skul frens and also my didi come out at tat days
worried bout the PLKN
oledi scared of camping
i noe tat was fun at there
the activities at there is really enjoy
but i dun like to camping at the malay placed
everytime camping will meet up some rude malay
and also the food in the camp
hard to explain
i think i have nth can complain at here anymore
dunno can do wat rite now
jz..
compelling myself to sleep larh..
suckzzz
>.<
2:42 AM
