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6:59 PM

hmm..
noe "no salt" wat means..?
tis is invention by me and my ah lui d word
tis means "无言"
keke...

cant sleep rite now
always being like tat at tis few weeks
tis few days dunno wat can i write at here
feel moody
maybe something is gonna happen
but i hope better is a good news
saturday edit my blog layout again
feel still ok
i wan to find the cursor tat snowfall follow when it moves
but the code cant use
wan find the others
hmp..

start on diet rite now
my thigh is very thick rite now
and also my arms
im not fat
jz big on size
no choice
who called me inborn with a big bone

actually
i hope so i can be a "bookworms" like the others
but i cant do it
i dun think so is coz im too active
maybe im jz lazy and no intrested
eveytime wan do revision or study,
my "soul" will reject it automaticly
how poor i am...
cant compelling myself to do wat i hope
aisshhh....
who can help me...T.T
suckzzzz

dunno wat can i write anymore
jz finish at here
zzzz..

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2:29 AM

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10:02 PM

oledi 1 week didnt go to skul
lui lui keep scolding me y i dun go skul to accompany her
but i have no choice
sorry
tuesday start cough
until now
didnt get any well
i always think im strong wont be get sick easily
but dunno y
i must will sick once time in every year
hmp..
feel weird..
but it is true
hope so im not get the H1N1
oledi died 14 ppl in our country..
owrh....
wat should i do

lazy to study rite now
my mum always keep incessantly called me go study when got free time
dun always on9
if can i hope so i can dun need study
coz i have no goal
if can i hope so can continue my piano class to be a piano teacher in my future
but i have no money to pay for the payment of learning piano
i told my mum if my result no good then i go study the games designer
coz i always playing the on9 games..
also got learn many thing bout computer
but my mum say after finish the study of designer not every company will hire me
they will jz hire the genius
my mum jz said wan me go study form6 after graduate
but i have no tat ability for study
im active men....
i like sport
i like music
i like computer
but i hate study!!!
so many question marks in my life
i jz wanna say....



WAT SHOULD I DO RITE NOW...???

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7:03 PM

yesterday jz get the jungle trekking photo from xi xiang
erm..
i wan to complain..
I WAN CHANGE THE CAMERA MEN!!!
many photo makes me looks very ugly
T.T
but nvm larh..
tis will be the best memory for me

[[=waiting bus at outside skul=]]

[[=waiting to change bus at ong tai kim=]]

[[=the river where we start=]]

[[=take a rest for wash shoes=]]

[[=me and li shan=]]

[[=2 orang utan...=x=]]

[[=nice waterfall huh...-.-=]]

[[=ting sen u are the most yeng!!!=]]

[[=xi xiang wat are u doing....???=]]

[[=3 ma lat lou (joke)=]]

[[=lover appointment..??=]]

[[=enjoying their lunch...but at the other side......=]]

[[=other side was trying to hardworking for make up the fire while they was enjoying thier lunch...T.T=]]

[[=our japanese lunch=]]

[[=our cute xi xiang is enjoying his lunch=]]

[[=eating~~~=]]

[[=wat are they wathching..?=]]

[[=ready!!!=]]

[[=get set...=]]

[[=go=]]

[[=cute xi xiang and ting sen=]]

[[=getting ready to BBQ my marshmallow=]]

[[=xi xiang cant stuck inside..=x=]]

[[=whoa...all looks so hungry=]]

[[=yummy~~~=]]

[[=start eating!!=]]

[[=freezing our water=]]

[[=help dutch lady has the advertisement=]]
(TAT IS MY LEG!!!LOL)

[[=xi xiang wan me giv u a panadol..??XD=]]

[[=5 boys 1 girl..T.T=]]

[[=nice pic~~~=]]

[[= 5 sakai =]]

[[=get ready to leave=]]

[[=beside highway=]]

[[=at the hole=]]
[[=2 sakai was throwing stone=]]
[[=waiting bus=]]

hmp...
maybe the last time i can gather like tis
after graduate dunno where i will go
hope so can take part in the next trip again.

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12:52 PM

didnt go to skul tis few days
ponteng wif no reason
jz feel like lazy go to skul

hmp...
mum asked me continue my piano class if can
actually should i continue tis piano class.?
i stop learning when i was standard 2
i jz grade 1 at tat time
my mum told me i can be a piano teacher when i grade 6
but..
oledi 9 years didnt touch the piano..
how can i rmb the key
the name of the key
and wat mean of the marks
all oledi forget
and also i think i have no more time to learning
after graduate maybe need to continue study or work
how come got time for learning.?
owrh..
confusing...
wat should i do~~
giv me some comment~~
T.T

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9:45 PM

yesterday jungle trekking
it was fun at there
but so upset coz jz 7 ppl go
tis few days was no rain
makes the water level very low at yesterday
it was more stimulation if the water level was high
but water level low also a good news..
coz the leech will not come out in the low moisture
but the water are still cold
there was very lively in sungai pisang yesterday
many malay also have a jungle trkking at there
but the most worst is they are stole our place
keke...
but nvm la..
coz the jungle not jz for us
take many photo on yesterday
but the photo on a fren camera

coz have ppl was playing water at our "old" place
so we jz waiting
we was going to BBQ while waiting
really hard to ignites the fire
tat bad xi xiang jz let me and KT sit at there to being on fire
coz we are making many smoke
makes the "mosquito" who play water at our old place go back to thier camp ler...
after the "mosquito" goes
xi xiang them terus go play water and "pek dai" me and KT to being the fire
after the fire was oledi ignition they jz come back to prepair the eat
how bad he is..
we have bring some hotdog sausage and the chicken ball for BBQ
ting sen got bring some marshmallow(dunno how to spell) to us
coz didnt eat be4
dunno wat taste it is
jz got see the ppl who act in the movie eat only
XD
it was soft when eat strightly
if take it to BBQ the surface will become crispy
but the inside was melt
quiet delicious if take it to BBQ
but it was too sweet to the ppl tat dun like to eat sweet things
we have a fork fight when wating the food cook
khai yee have drop many chicken ball to the charcoal
he keep steal other ppl chicken ball
bad guy

suddenly there was a leech comes out
i take a leaf let the leech up and take it put on the charcoal tat we use to bbq
though it will jz become dry only
but it suddenly inflation
then i pull down a charcoal at it
the leech was burst
khai yee them keep said me cruel
hmm
tis not call cruel la..
who call them always suck my blood when everytime i was jungle trekking
=x

after eat we go play water
how cold...
makes my leg freeze
keke...
we continues jump on the stone clive tat beside the water pool
play till agar 4pm like tat then we go to keep our thing to go back
my leg was soft when i walk
coz the water was cold and makes my blood inside my body hard to flowing
but be4 we keep we have a steambot to warm our body
as same
hotdog sausage and the chicken ball
hehe
after eat then jz go back

we back to the start point and take a rest at there
they keep throwing the stone to test their throwing skill tat makes the stone will jump on the water surface
then me jz sit at there see them
xi xiang was shout to us tat he found a stone wif a half love shape
it was small
and nice
when we prepair to leaving the place xi xiang was shout again
but wat he said i better dun say la
if not he will killed me
=x
my pants was havent dry at all
sit at the rapid bus
with a cold air-con
my leg become more soft than be4
oh goddness
when i down the bus my leg cant stand anymore
T.T
agar 8pm like tat reach home
it was tired
after take a bath then go sleep strightly

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today was our krs mp
finally "old" ler..
tis year is me leave tis club ler..
become a bekas
not bad
take a free pink t-shirt tat the form4 AJK design
the logo at the back of the shirt was cute
and also got invite the krs member at another skul
smk jinjang and smk kepong baru
last year we are invite the smk sinar bintang
but they seems not very enjoy the mp at last year
the drama tat form3 act really funny
i like tat
but the slide show...
got some bad lorh
stole our photo tat we put at the friendster
aiyer..
game still ok larh
but hope so krs will being more better than be4
gambateh

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3:47 PM

wat are u affriad of..??
dun dare to face me..?
come
face to face
talk wif me
complain to me
affriad to say to me the thing wat u type on ur blog..?
even i write like tat how u so sure i was writing bout u..?
if u sure i was typing bout u then means tat u are really got say tat 2 words be4
if not y u so minding wat i typing on my blog..?
come on
u say most of ur fren was hate me..?
how u noe tat.??
are u going to ask ur fren are they really hate me..?
dun making such story
the ppl who really hate me i will noe myself
u say i betrays u..?
hah
who betrays who 1st.?
when got ppl bully u then jz come to tell me
"wei yit, im so scared, got ppl bully me.."
where i going then u jz follow
how i should say wif tis..?
who are the 1 say
"tis year u didnt come find me of course our friendship will become pale"
a real fren will not say tis such thing
a real fren will not pale in thier friendship with a few contact
are u a real fren to me..?
i can tell u...
U ARE NOT!!
if i dun type tat blog i really dunno wat u was thinking
if dun like wat i say
dun hear
if dun like wat i write
dun see
if dun like wat i doing
dun say
i act like a good person..?
i didnt act be4
is u think i was acting a good person in front of ppl
i treat them like a dog..?
coz they duty for me..?
sorry...
they are NOT duty for me
is for YOU
u are the pengerusi
and dun forget i was duty with them together
how come i was treat them like a dog..?
enduring patirently is limited..?
are u the worm inside thier stomach..?
if not how u noe wat they thinking..?
i will serious in work
no play in work
tat is me
after work i dun care wat u wan to joke
if wan play i will play wif them
but is after work
of course they is my fren
not like wat u thinking rite now
every time when duty they always jz ask me need to do wat at the next part..
u are the pengerusi
y they dun wan to ask u
jz ask me
tis i no need to say
u noe urself
angry
ya..
im angry..
but how..?
i jz say wat i feel in my blog
jz now u are angry than me
coz i saying u..?
coz i was insult u...?
i think tis is not insult
and not UNDESERVED!!
coz u are really say tat 2 words to me!!
u though my ear cant heared.?
i will rmb wat u saying be4
DUN FORGET!!

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2:56 PM